vlog – jaws

Check in

June 4, 2023June 4, 2023 jawara318Leave a comment

All pictures are from this lovable man on tumblrhttps://this-old-stomping-ground.tumblr.com/. I do not own them.

Hola Galeras,

I do not not have ever dreamed of camping but the idea of living in the woods is surprisingly magical to me.

Or maybe a lighthouse would be better suited for me.

To tiptoe again into a small waterfall.

Something that would let us live and create without distracting sounds and people.

To make art with dirt under my finger nails and eat only in bowls with fun patterns.

It’s a weird goal but sometimes you dream outside of boxes.

So… the check in.

Addressing anxiety

May 26, 2023 jawara318Leave a comment

It’s so easy to reach a goal when you can’t see anything else but the downfall comes what to do next. Not huge goals but little ones.

Painter Files Podcast ep. 93 Life in the lights

October 13, 2020 jawara318Leave a comment

Busy weeks, always. I never know what each week gives me.

I used to love only watching sad movies. It was thing I would do to find my mood to create. As my twenties ended it came as less of a need to survive. The Polar bear needs the iceberg but the whale only needs the ocean. I got better at my craft and stopped looking outward. The whole process is a winding road of a hellscape. 🙂

My body is getting older and with that I feel the pain of my youth. Every time I should have broken and my body flexed is felt getting up from chairs. Horrible truth of the reverse of invincibility.