life – jaws

Wednesday Walk

March 12, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

The walk was nice. I went to the park and collected my thoughts from a recent meeting. Mostly, we talked about art school and if it was worth it. I didn’t feel like I needed it so much, but I did learn a lot from my new friends. So it’s a mixed bag of sorts.

Starting the week

March 11, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

Last week before the end of my 43s. I see a vast ocean of time and a man in a boat pushing back to water out. I’m honestly not sure how to feel about any of it. 43 was a lot, but not all bad. Good moments live in me too. I am free of so many things now. The weight of the condo is gone. Out one window into another.

Check in

February 16, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

This week I plan to do a lot of things.

• Plan the book out

• shoot and edit videos

• work on Patreon extras

I think mostly I’m in my own head about starting to finish the book. I’m still not sure what has stopped me from just putting it out.

A LA artist I’m enjoying recently with the company I’m working with for merch. https://www.trampt.com/artist/dieabaddie-_w_Wn3guB0AMlP

I’m getting back into stationary this year and I get most of my stuff from these guys. https://bungu.store/.

Painter’s vlog

January 20, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

Hope all is well. Just a check in.

https://youtube.com/shorts/5251I7MUD-c?si=6f5Di1xqU06_uIye

Journeys have given my a freedom in my mind to free up some space for important things.

Sushi date

December 24, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

Alec and I went on a date.

It was lovely. I’m trying to let this year flow through.

https://youtube.com/shorts/jKu9p-I6WXc?si=RnNe25M5wgH6NCzl

https://youtube.com/shorts/VfXcUEw0mc8?si=b2SDrupXUAPSlHTY

Mochi is a weirdo.

A little studio fun.

https://youtube.com/shorts/2lwJz45GGuw?si=j_l-usH3utifHXRw

Live morning show on Patreon

December 1, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Im trying to get back to doing these. If you would like a pass for a month let me know.

https://www.patreon.com/posts/144815287?utm_campaign=postshare_creator

It was a very West Indian show this morning.

Q and a

October 17, 2025 jawara3182 Comments

Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Hola Galeras,

I think about this so much. I’m super productive but I do burn out too. It’s natural. I read a lot all the time. So much self help and fictional books. I think it helps my mind expand. I feel like being constantly thinking is better than being constantly doing. It’s a war nonetheless. I’m as I say “always making”. So I get very depressed when I take time off but I know it’s easy to get brain fog when I over do it. The rule is for every painting I finish I take a day off. That could mean video games, books, walks, taking photos and watching movies with Alec and the cats. It’s hard but necessary.