life – jaws

Check in

February 16, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

This week I plan to do a lot of things.

• Plan the book out

• shoot and edit videos

• work on Patreon extras

I think mostly I’m in my own head about starting to finish the book. I’m still not sure what has stopped me from just putting it out.

A LA artist I’m enjoying recently with the company I’m working with for merch. https://www.trampt.com/artist/dieabaddie-_w_Wn3guB0AMlP

I’m getting back into stationary this year and I get most of my stuff from these guys. https://bungu.store/.

Painter’s vlog

January 20, 2026 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

Hope all is well. Just a check in.

https://youtube.com/shorts/5251I7MUD-c?si=6f5Di1xqU06_uIye

Journeys have given my a freedom in my mind to free up some space for important things.

Sushi date

December 24, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

Alec and I went on a date.

It was lovely. I’m trying to let this year flow through.

https://youtube.com/shorts/jKu9p-I6WXc?si=RnNe25M5wgH6NCzl

https://youtube.com/shorts/VfXcUEw0mc8?si=b2SDrupXUAPSlHTY

Mochi is a weirdo.

A little studio fun.

https://youtube.com/shorts/2lwJz45GGuw?si=j_l-usH3utifHXRw

Live morning show on Patreon

December 1, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Im trying to get back to doing these. If you would like a pass for a month let me know.

https://www.patreon.com/posts/144815287?utm_campaign=postshare_creator

It was a very West Indian show this morning.

Q and a

October 17, 2025 jawara3182 Comments

Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Hola Galeras,

I think about this so much. I’m super productive but I do burn out too. It’s natural. I read a lot all the time. So much self help and fictional books. I think it helps my mind expand. I feel like being constantly thinking is better than being constantly doing. It’s a war nonetheless. I’m as I say “always making”. So I get very depressed when I take time off but I know it’s easy to get brain fog when I over do it. The rule is for every painting I finish I take a day off. That could mean video games, books, walks, taking photos and watching movies with Alec and the cats. It’s hard but necessary.

I’ve broken too often to not take breaks.

Painter and tom show

September 25, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola Galeras,

The live shows are back again. Tom and I had a few moments to share.

Enjoy

We got this.

Weekend roundup

September 6, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola galeras,

Busy bees buzzing in the darkness.

I made a keychain if you haven’t heard.

Also still trying to find a stopping point with this.

Happy Monday

September 2, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

Hola galeras,

Went for a walk.

Hope your day is nice.

A check in

July 3, 2025 jawara318Leave a comment

My son and I are thinking , I have not checked in with y’all in a long time.

So hola galeras,

I am tired. I am tired but in a good way , I hope. My creative mind is burning bright but not so much it might burn out. That is a fear of mine still. That I’m on the end of my candle in the darkness. The sleeping world calls to me these days and sometimes I hate it. My wounds strip me of my energy. What wounds? The ones left from bleeding and bruising. I’m deeply annoyed a lot but I blame it on my diabetes. It puts me in a bad mood sometimes for no reason. I’m trying to meditate more, which is to say I should start meditating again.

I dream about my future sometimes. I see my future home and my studio. So two homes. A lot of kermet green tile. I see lots of fuzzy rugs. So much music. And the cats are there with me and Alec is jamming out.

A perfect dream home.

Im ok but working on it.