Always making
Hola Galeras,
Last week before the end of my 43s. I see a vast ocean of time and a man in a boat pushing back to water out. I’m honestly not sure how to feel about any of it. 43 was a lot, but not all bad. Good moments live in me too. I am free of so many things now. The weight of the condo is gone. Out one window into another.
Hola Galeras,
This week I plan to do a lot of things.
• Plan the book out
• shoot and edit videos
• work on Patreon extras
I think mostly I’m in my own head about starting to finish the book. I’m still not sure what has stopped me from just putting it out.
A LA artist I’m enjoying recently with the company I’m working with for merch. https://www.trampt.com/artist/dieabaddie-_w_Wn3guB0AMlP
I’m getting back into stationary this year and I get most of my stuff from these guys. https://bungu.store/.
Hola Galeras,
Hope all is well. Just a check in.
https://youtube.com/shorts/5251I7MUD-c?si=6f5Di1xqU06_uIye
Journeys have given my a freedom in my mind to free up some space for important things.
Hola Galeras,
Alec and I went on a date.
It was lovely. I’m trying to let this year flow through.
https://youtube.com/shorts/jKu9p-I6WXc?si=RnNe25M5wgH6NCzl
https://youtube.com/shorts/VfXcUEw0mc8?si=b2SDrupXUAPSlHTY
Mochi is a weirdo.
A little studio fun.
https://youtube.com/shorts/2lwJz45GGuw?si=j_l-usH3utifHXRw
Im trying to get back to doing these. If you would like a pass for a month let me know.
https://www.patreon.com/posts/144815287?utm_campaign=postshare_creator
It was a very West Indian show this morning.
Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?
Hola Galeras,
I think about this so much. I’m super productive but I do burn out too. It’s natural. I read a lot all the time. So much self help and fictional books. I think it helps my mind expand. I feel like being constantly thinking is better than being constantly doing. It’s a war nonetheless. I’m as I say “always making”. So I get very depressed when I take time off but I know it’s easy to get brain fog when I over do it. The rule is for every painting I finish I take a day off. That could mean video games, books, walks, taking photos and watching movies with Alec and the cats. It’s hard but necessary.
I’ve broken too often to not take breaks.
Hola Galeras,
The live shows are back again. Tom and I had a few moments to share.
Enjoy
We got this.
Hola galeras,
Busy bees buzzing in the darkness.
I made a keychain if you haven’t heard.
Also still trying to find a stopping point with this.
Hola galeras,
Went for a walk.
Hope your day is nice.
My son and I are thinking , I have not checked in with y’all in a long time.
So hola galeras,
I am tired. I am tired but in a good way , I hope. My creative mind is burning bright but not so much it might burn out. That is a fear of mine still. That I’m on the end of my candle in the darkness. The sleeping world calls to me these days and sometimes I hate it. My wounds strip me of my energy. What wounds? The ones left from bleeding and bruising. I’m deeply annoyed a lot but I blame it on my diabetes. It puts me in a bad mood sometimes for no reason. I’m trying to meditate more, which is to say I should start meditating again.
I dream about my future sometimes. I see my future home and my studio. So two homes. A lot of kermet green tile. I see lots of fuzzy rugs. So much music. And the cats are there with me and Alec is jamming out.
A perfect dream home.
Im ok but working on it.
