Painter files podcast ep 77 “paper boats into the sun

https://anchor.fm/jawara-blake/episodes/Paper-boats-into-the-sun-ea8muc

First film home developed

It was really easy to use a mono bath. My nervous feelings where all my own. I could not imagine that the shots getting better. working on Black and White film is a new adventure. Gotta let these dry and cut them up so I can scan them. I remembered sitting in a dark room in high school, rolling films on reels. One day I’ll have a full gorgeous roll that I make perfect. Time gives it self time.

Just gotta slow down and line up all my shots.

motion

In a fog.

Who and what am I running toward with my art now? I don’t know if I’m going to be infamous museums but I have hope. I had this fear by talking about my nomination I was jinking myself. But I don’t know I believe in jinking.

Makes me what to fight the sky.

Gotta work harder and past even remembering any of it. Because the art is more improtant then the rest stops.

madness