It was really easy to use a mono bath. My nervous feelings where all my own. I could not imagine that the shots getting better. working on Black and White film is a new adventure. Gotta let these dry and cut them up so I can scan them. I remembered sitting in a dark room in high school, rolling films on reels. One day I’ll have a full gorgeous roll that I make perfect. Time gives it self time.
Just gotta slow down and line up all my shots.
Got no answers , just examples of how to taste raw.
Stories of painter madness.
In a fog.
Who and what am I running toward with my art now? I don’t know if I’m going to be infamous museums but I have hope. I had this fear by talking about my nomination I was jinking myself. But I don’t know I believe in jinking.
Makes me what to fight the sky.
Gotta work harder and past even remembering any of it. Because the art is more improtant then the rest stops.
I want to use this time I have on earth to change bits of us inside our heads. We have this idea of what the human form is and what we should be a shamed of and I want to end that. We are all living beautiful human beings. There are so many beautiful human forms and this is just one of them. The examples are endless.