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DOOM was his name. All caps – Painter Files Podcast

A hero dies and you pick the parts you want to remember to inspire you. They are powerful and painful but also beautiful. links paypal.me/jawarablake https://www.patreon.com/JawaraBlake http://jayisapainter.storenvy.com https://society6.com/jayisapainter http://www.blurb.com/b/8829360-painter-files https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/painter-files/id1412300309?mt=11

1. DOOM was his name. All caps 49:27
2. Question of the week 12/27/20 01:55
3. Just breath and be helpful to yourself 58:40
4. Painter files podcast question week 12/14/20 03:00
5. Get up, stand up 36:33

Busy weeks, always. I never know what each week gives me.

I used to love only watching sad movies. It was thing I would do to find my mood to create. As my twenties ended it came as less of a need to survive. The Polar bear needs the iceberg but the whale only needs the ocean. I got better at my craft and stopped looking outward. The whole process is a winding road of a hellscape. 🙂

My body is getting older and with that I feel the pain of my youth. Every time I should have broken and my body flexed is felt getting up from chairs. Horrible truth of the reverse of invincibility.

I hate baths. I only take them when the pain is so bad it’s hard to breath. The worst … human soup.

With Fall comes rain and with rain comes pain in bones.

Push past and the pain and create.

Life has a scary reality that comes with mortality.

continue on dreamers.

til next time,

Jaws