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Eyes are stars ink – Painter Files Podcast

My life as I get older has a lot of changes and I am trying to survive them whilst being a famous artist.

1. Eyes are stars ink 28:50
2. Dc is on fire ink 38:06
3. Art school ink 19:51
4. A return of sorts ink 03:10
5. March of inks 39:23

Busy weeks, always. I never know what each week gives me.

I used to love only watching sad movies. It was thing I would do to find my mood to create. As my twenties ended it came as less of a need to survive. The Polar bear needs the iceberg but the whale only needs the ocean. I got better at my craft and stopped looking outward. The whole process is a winding road of a hellscape. 🙂

My body is getting older and with that I feel the pain of my youth. Every time I should have broken and my body flexed is felt getting up from chairs. Horrible truth of the reverse of invincibility.

I hate baths. I only take them when the pain is so bad it’s hard to breath. The worst … human soup.

With Fall comes rain and with rain comes pain in bones.

Push past and the pain and create.

Life has a scary reality that comes with mortality.

continue on dreamers.

til next time,

Jaws