Always making
It’s so easy with everything up in the air to forget to be kind. Not in a you have no manners but in a go out of your way to do something nice for yourself and other people. 
some times the journey is to just get to kind moments. It’s the journey not the destination to focus on. You will get there when you get there.
I think I’m chasing a moment of peace and madness in my work. It’s that chance you get in making where the world melts and your focus is 1000%. It’s almost impossible but it’s the heart beat of my creative process. 
Rest is for the plain and plain is not sexy.
links
https://www.patreon.com/JawaraBlake
http://jayisapainter.storenvy.com
https://society6.com/jayisapainter
http://www.blurb.com/b/8829360-painter-files
https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/painter-files/id1412300309?mt=11
This life has plans for me.
And I have plans for it in return.
also in the must of working on this Chewie painting, we went to a amazing Hot Pot place. I love it.
who would have thought the best thing in the world would be soup? But honestly it is amazing. I always have found that food makes you want to look into cultures when it touches you.
Little parts working towards everything. It gets easier the more you get into the work and it is work. 
Links
links
https://www.patreon.com/JawaraBlake
http://jayisapainter.storenvy.com
https://society6.com/jayisapainter
http://www.blurb.com/b/8829360-painter-files
https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/painter-files/id1412300309?mt=11
Truth be told; I keep waiting for the perfect moment to write some thing and lost a picture but there are no perfect moments.
I’m seeing Endgame tonight and I’m tired at the start of the day. Fuck!
Why is anything 3 hours long these days? I worry I’ll lose interest 1:30 in. Here is hopping it was worth the wait. I’m more excited about GOT Sunday. Feels weird for me to care about a tv show. I’m mostly a painter and music lover.
I’ve been in the myst of taking a lot of pictures. There is something about being my sorce my own imagines that excites me.
I love this new camera. I picked up a Nikon 3500 with a 18-55mm lens. It’s light and takes great photos. I feel so impowered with her. I named her “menina”. It means girl for those who don’t know.
no conclusions
https://www.patreon.com/JawaraBlake
http://jayisapainter.storenvy.com
https://society6.com/jayisapainter
http://www.blurb.com/b/8829360-painter-files
https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/painter-files/id1412300309?mt=11
Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Painter Files Podcast ep 60 – my lemon bones https://anchor.fm/jawara-blake/episodes/Painter-Files-Podcast-ep-60—my-lemon-bones-e3ern8
Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Painter Files podcast episode 59 -tune of cats https://anchor.fm/jawara-blake/episodes/Painter-Files-podcast-episode-59–tune-of-cats-e3eaf6
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